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Sometimes life is just hard, and yesterday and today have been those days… one of my four birds, a sun conure named Angel, became very sick very quickly, and then began to seizure. I rushed her to the exotics vet about 45 minutes away and she kept fighting the whole way, cuddled to my chest so she wouldn't fall off the seat. The vet gave her some anti-seizure medication and oxygen and she finally became peaceful. I hoped she would snap out of it, but instead, she passed away. I brought her home in a little white box.
It’s devastating for her mate, Phoenix, and of course the rest of the family. Conures and caiques are social and loving creatures, and they bond with each other and us—we’re all one big flock together. Take away one and there’s a gaping hole in the balance. Not sure what we’ll do in the next few days, but meanwhile, Phoenix is getting spoiled rotten, snuggling inside my shirt and being passed person to person, with brief meals and drinks in his cage. Birds were never meant to be alone.
Neither were we, and in the context of the season, I want to share how Angel’s life is such a bright spot in mine—she was the happiest, most content bird that ever lived, and she let me bask in it every day. I'm so grateful for the hours we spent together. I suspect she’s even happier now, having filled her life’s purpose by creating joy in ours. She was amazing and tough and so gentle.
I’m even more grateful for a God who doesn't leave us alone. He loves all of his creatures, including us, and He spent his life serving and healing and giving hope to his fellow men. He continues to bless us with the families and relationships we have, with the beauties of the earth and heavens, and with lessons of life and its value. I’m grateful for his Spirit that brings us peace and comfort in times of need… indeed, every day, and especially during the Christmas season. He is my light, and He is so kind.
Have a wonderful, merry Christmas... it really is a time to celebrate life's beauty and joy. :)
—Elm
Inspired words and beautiful thoughts! A very fitting tribute to Angel. Hugs, and thanks for your courage and friendship!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, you are my friend always :).
DeleteIn Finland, we say: "Otan osaa..." which everyone understands to mean "I share in your sorrow." Poor Phoenix, too. He has lost several mates and must be sad. God give you peace.
ReplyDeleteThank you, that's what the greatest gift is, isn't it, is peace? I'm also glad for a heaven that allows me to hope for the companionship of all my little critters again... ha ha, it'll be swarming! Meanwhile, Phoenix has an affectionate human flock to hang with. We're doing okay :).
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