At last, the ending of The Spirit Tree! Let me know how you liked it, and thanks for reading :). --Elm
"What
do you think you can offer that will counter your friend's ransom?"
Jake asked.
I
shook my head, hoping I was right because otherwise Zachary had
messed up everything. "I'm not intending to counter it. I just
want you to know that it isn't really valid."
"Stop
playing silly games," he said.
"Because
I know what the ransoms mean," I continued. "They have to
be part of you, don't they? Like it says in the spell."
Jake
nodded slowly, and Dagon made a low grumbling in his throat.
"He
has a girlfriend already. And if he has a girlfriend who is not
me," I stressed, "then I don't have any meaning to
him." I swallowed. It was harder to say than I thought it would
be. "He was just doing me a favor, remember?"
Zachary
watched me with a pained look in his eyes. I'd hit his foot pretty
hard.
"So
I want to offer something of his that means he really can go free.
And then I'll stay."
"You
would stay?" Jake sounded surprised. It surprised me, too, but I
meant it. "Why?"
"Because
I don't have anyone left up there," I said. "The only
person who cares about me is down here, and I've missed her. So those
are my conditions--Zachary goes free and my mama stays alive, and
maybe we can work on lightening things up down here."
I
held my breath. He just needed to stay away from my mama.
"And
what would you offer on Zachary's behalf? We haven't had someone simply give themselves over, have we, Dagon?"
Dagon
watched me out of his blistery eye. His heat made me shiver with its
strange warmth. It was the only warmth I'd have so I should probably
get used to it.
"His
sword."
I
closed my eyes so that I wouldn't see the betrayal on Zachary's face.
He loved his fencing more than life itself. Probably more than his
girlfriend.
Dagon's
laugh grew deep and rich through the cavern. "I accept," he
said.
A
burning heat touched my face, and I heard a metallic whisper. I
squinted and saw the slender blade glimmering, alone on the altar of
offerings. Beside it, Dagon's blistered whorls churned brilliantly at
their core, smoldering at the edges with almost cartoon-like
darkness. I sighed. I'd been right, he was more powerful with the
offering.
Zachary
was nowhere to be seen.
"If
you ate him..." I started.
Dagon's
eye blinked. "We had a contract, little one. That is the way we
do things in Hell."
"You're
a demon. How can I believe you?"
He
chuckled. "Is your mother not still here? I haven't sucked her
completely dry."
"Mama,"
I called, and turned to look for her. From the far corner, a dim
shade flickered and then disappeared. "Mama!"
"I'm
here, Rachel," I heard her rasp. "You've chosen sorry
company for yourself."
"I
don't think my mother is sorry company," I said sharply. "Hey
Dagon, could you turn down the heat a little? I want to actually be
able to see her."
Dagon
rumbled with another laugh. At least he had a sense of humor. Maybe
things wouldn't be so bad with him as company. Jake, on the other
hand.... The cave darkened and I focused back on my mom.
"There's
something I need to know," I said.
She
gazed at me expectantly and all my bravery vanished. I wanted to
throw my arms around her and cry. But she couldn't comfort me. She
was so far from what I'd remembered.
I
straightened my shoulders. "What did the ring mean to you?"
Her
face grew pinched, and I told myself to wait. It might take a while
for her to remember, if she remembered at all. I wanted to see if she
could.
"I
don't know," she whispered.
"You
are amusing, little girl," Dagon's voice rumbled. "Do you
not believe in my power?"
"I
just have to see for myself," I said. "So Zachary's
sword..."
"Represented
his skill, yes." I heard the smile in his voice.
"He'll
never forgive me," I whispered, gazing at my mama. Because I
already knew what the ring meant. The ring was her memory of Dad.
That night she went under the tree, she'd come home different.
Changed. And that's why I'd searched so hard for the gleam of
treasure afterward. I wanted to bring her back to normal.
But
I never could find the ring, and in place of her warmth and smiles
and chatter, I began to imagine them. As she wasted, my stories and
her girth grew to quench the pain. Leanne hadn't been able to cope,
but I'd had to. Of course this wraith was a different person than I
remembered--that's all she truly was, this whole time.
And
instead of returning it, I'd kept the ring, because I couldn't bear
to lose that, too, on top of my mother.
I
whirled on Jake. "This is all your fault!" I shouted. "How
could you sacrifice your family? How could you sacrifice my
family? It wasn't yours to give."
Jake
tsked. "Now, we all have to make sacrifices in order to
get what we want. Don't think I haven't paid my own price."
"What
price could you have possibly paid that meant enough to gain the
power you wanted?" I snarled. "Do you know why you're still
down here? It's because your ransom wasn't enough--you never cared
about your brothers, only about yourself. And there can never be
enough sacrifice because all the rest of our pain isn't yours to
begin with."
Jake's
expression grew confused and Dagon began his dark laugh again. I was
getting tired of that laugh. Even if it meant I was right.
"Dagon
said..."
"Dagon's
lying to you," I rolled my eyes. "That's what demons do."
"We
are in a happy hole, aren't we?" Dagon said. "This is the
moment I was waiting for, all these centuries."
Jake
turned to stare at the demon, his mouth working but no sound coming
out. "You don't mean that," he finally croaked.
"I
mean what I contract," Dagon said. "You would have the
power when the right amount of sacrifice was made. Meanwhile, we've
had an amusing companionship all these years. A little flat but Hell
generally is filled with similar-minded company."
"Flat,"
Jake said, clenching his fists. "Let me tell you who's flat. Your baking is flat."
While
he argued, I turned back to my mother. Quickly, before she could see
what I was doing, I pulled the chain from around my neck and placed
it around hers. I wasn't even sure if it would catch on her
shoulders, but suddenly her brilliance was more than I could take. "I
love you, Mama," I whispered, and then fire erupted all around
me.
It
was so hot. I could feel my skin melting, and my lungs felt like dry
tinder, flaming, disintegrating like ashes.
"That
was not smart, little girl," Dagon's voice vibrated my entire
burning soul.
The
heat went on and on and on and on.
Eventually--I
don't know how long it was later, with some instinct that wasn't a
part of my pain, I reached. Reached for anything that could quell
this consuming fever, and my fingers touched something they knew.
They fumbled at the crumbs and smeared them all over a body that was
somehow still solid beneath the fire. As the heat chilled, the fields
of mint that once hung in my mother's kitchen made sense. It wasn't
just a nice marinade for lamb. She'd met Dagon's heat herself when
she gave him her ring. Bless you, Mama, I thought.
I
crawled toward the altar, now glowing white with heat. The scripted
words crawled in black along its surface and Zachary's sword gleamed
red. Dagon and Jake were nowhere to be seen, but I guessed they were
down inside the oven, roasting together.
"Dagon,"
I croaked. "Have a little spice for your baking rack."
I
flung my remaining peppermint onto the altar, and the ceiling rained
down.
I
stared up at an angel.
I
thought it was an angel, because it shimmered blindingly and made my
eyes ache. That's what Mama always said heaven would be like for the
unworthy.
I
didn't care. It was better than the cave. Then I heard the voice of
my angel.
"Rae?"
Zachary called.
Even
if he wasn't my angel. I also heard other voices.
"Well,
I'll be. There really was a cave down there."
"How
did she get inside there?"
"Are
you all right, little missy?"
"I'm
fine," I called up. "I just need some help getting out."
A
long while of considering the peppermint on the altar later, a loop of rope was extended down. I stepped onto the center and
they heaved me up. The altar looked dull and somehow sad in the daylight streaming through the opening, and Zachary's sword grew small, but I couldn't risk
bringing it with me.
"Do
me a favor and fill up that hole," I said, coughing at the dust.
"It's a hazard to your health."
Zachary
wrapped an arm around my waist and dragged me to the house. I found I
was glad for the support because my legs didn't want to work so well. They just kept shaking.
"I
can't believe you're still alive," he said. "Can I get you
anything?"
"I
could use some water," I admitted. "And maybe a bagel. I
feel like I haven't eaten in days."
"You
haven't. It's been two days," he said. He deposited me onto a
kitchen chair. "I was worried sick. The guys wouldn't believe me
about the hole, and I had to pay them double to come dig you out. It
took me the whole time to chop down that tree."
"Two
days?" I stared at him. "It felt like two years." I
put my cheek on the table, feeling like Dagon's altar... cracked. I
told him what I'd realized about Jake, and what Dagon had said. "And
I don't know about the peppermint. Will I have to go back?"
"Not
if there isn't a hole there," he said grimly. "Rae."
He
set his jaw, and I swallowed. Here came the bad part where he yelled
at me for sacrificing his sword. "There's one thing that I don't
understand."
"What
is it?" I asked dully.
"How
could you think that you had no meaning to me?"
I
widened my eyes. "It made sense. That's why you offered me, so I
wouldn't bother you anymore. You know, like a hangnail."
"Like
a... I was trying to weaken him." Indecision
wrestled in his eyes and then his jaw firmed. He grabbed my wrist and
pulled me out of my chair, and crushed me to his chest. "You are
not an irritation, Rae," he mumbled.
He
ran a hand down my hair and his breathing changed. He pulled away and
I shut my eyes against the loss. And then his fingers lifted my chin
and his warm mouth was on mine and I gasped. I wrapped my arms around
his neck and kissed him back.
"But
aren't you angry?" I said afterward, unable to fathom the
change. And I needed to make sure he understood. "I gave away
your sword. Your skills. Everything."
"Don't
be ridiculous," he smiled. "That was just a matter of
waiting."
"Waiting?"
I asked, confused.
"Your
mama would have come back from the grave to haunt me if I'd hung
around." His teeth flashed. "I didn't know she was stuck
under the Tree."
"My
mama?"
He
blushed. "She made me promise to let you grow up."
"You
promised my mama?" I asked, unbelieving. I tried to trace the
conversation back to when she was normal, and couldn't.
He
looked miserable. "But if I'd had to watch you date other guys,
I couldn't have handled it. I had to stay away."
"Me?
Date other guys?" I laughed. "Zach, I was never interested
in other guys. And you have a girlfriend."
"I've
dated a lot of girls," he admitted. "But they were never
the one I wanted."
I
scowled out the window, staring at the men filling in the hole. It'd
take dumptrucks to fill that hole. The things my mama had done to
keep me safe.
The
yard looked so different without the tree. Empty. But the light
shined everywhere.
"Well,"
I said, "you'll just have to wait a bit longer."
Zachary's arms dropped and I laughed.
"Just
a bit
longer. I have some words for my mama." I grabbed him by the
hand, and pulled him out the front door.
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